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i do NoT wiSh 2 b eVeryThiNg 2 eVerYoNe . . . buT i dO wiSh 2 B suMthiNg 2 suMoNe! ! !
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heY theRe! ! havNt pOsTeD oR eveN upDatE mY bLog fOr aGeS nOw. . DerS nOthiN mUcH 2 TalK aBoUt aNywaiS. . hekhek
iM nOt feeLing weLL dIz pAsT fEw DaYs . . doNt haVe tyM 2 paMper mYseLf oR eVeN sPend tYm wiD mY mOm. . can’T eVen thiNk. . caNt concentRate wiD mY stuDiz. . skUL woRk? ? i becaMe iRresPoncbLe. . .huhu i donT knOw y. . first i wAs haPpy! ! taKe nOte HAPPY. .! !haha *week 1 of d mant of januAry. . iM woRRy-fReE. .i wAs haPPy. . i LovE mYseLf frOm dat daY on. . i enJoYed beinG wiD my hiSkUl barKaDA last xmAs bReaK. . misS deM. . itZ LyK we wErE stiLL in hiskUL. .LafiNg 3P, ,fud3p. . hmpf. . bUt we’Ve maTurd na! ! i spenD mY nEw YeaR wid My MoM en a FrEn. . hehe *week2. . it was ouR fOunDation dAy. . didNt attenD buT i weNt to waTch d seArch-Mr & Ms MMSU . .made ukray hakhak. . . stiLL im haPpy daT weeK. . *weeK 4. . reguLar cLassEs as uSual. . buT stiL i hV dZ hangOver. . mY miNd/bRain wasNt working dAt weeK. . hehe suM littLe prob. . a liTtLe disapointmEnt bUt dedMa! ! ! hu de heLL *__* wAs 2 haTe my actiOns. . haha i havE a LyF. .eN i coNtrOL en do waTeveR i wAnt. . hakhak shocked? ? hehe nuthiN actuaLLy. . juz a littLe miscommunication. . misunderstanding. . ‘intimidate’ ? ? ?haha *week5. . SCUAA. .i weNt 2 sKuL wid FreNs bUt didnT aTtend d SaiD activity. . i onLy wenT 2 wAtch d fieLd deMo en watChd d seaRch. . even d conceRt of CueshE at LaoaG. . haha by D waY. . i oLwaYs cuM huM LaTe. . LabaS aKo nG haWs eArLy 8am en cuM hum 12am, 1am. . haha. .insPyt dat attituDe, , mY moM didnt scoLded me or eveN question mY behavior dat week. . weNt 2 spenD en hanGout wid freNs. . mY so caLled aLien frendS. . hakhak. . i was stiLL hapPy daT tym. . *week 2 of the maNt of FebRuarY. . cOmputer weeK! ! haha i enjoyed eN i hAd sum fUn duriNg oUr zOnaL iT cOnvenTion. . kunti lang ang LaLash nun buT it was worth it. . hakhak. . waT haPpend during d conveNtion. . xakiN naLang poH un. . hehe i speNd mY spAre tiMe wid freNs. .i had sLeePless nyT during dat weeK. . deN here cuMs d sAd paRt. . 1st i was happY. . i wEar daT smiLe dis paSs few week buT suddenLy it turned 2 souR. . i weAr dAt LoneLy face. . i donT knOw. . maYbe deR arE thiNgs i ddnT expeCt 2 HappeN. . thiNgs dAt u dont undeRstand. . haha 2 b honesT. . i was manhid dis paSt feW weeK. . i wAs selfish. . oL i eveR thinK and cAre was myseLf, , meLai wAs "PlaYfuL" Dat tym. . buT i deseRve 2 enJoy, ,en speNd my tyM wid freNs. . deRs nuthiN wrong wiD dat. . ryT? ? iVe beeN feeLinG empTy. . .! ! ! probLems. . skuL work. . dedma! ! !haha buT it wAs a big sLapped N d faCe 4 me. .2 thiNk! ! aurghh. . . 4geT it. . emotioNs .. hmmpf i cried. . haha i crieD weN i reaD d BloGdriVe oF dada. . hmpf. . reason Y i cried? ? ? hmpf. . sikwet. . hakhak. . i was also hurt wen mY bebe shAred a liitLe prob. . didnt expect daT i was emotionally "?????" haha dat tym. . yeS i waS manhid dis pasT few weeks. . ddnt caRe d feeLings of d ppOL around me. . ddnt appreciate dem eitheR untiL dAt big sLapped deY gave me. . ThanK yoU for daT waKe up coL. . ! ! ! haha buT dEn aGaiN . . iM reaLly much disappointed. . ! !
"YOU DON’T HAVE TO SMILE, , YOU DON’T HAVE TO LIKE MY STYLE, , YOU DON’T HAVE TO HATE MY ACTIONS, , I DON’T CARE WHAT YOU THINK, , AS LONG AS YOU KNOW I AINT NO GAME, ,SO DON’T PLAY WITH ME, ,JUST WATCH WHAT YOU SAY WHEN YOUR TALKIN BOUT ME, ,CUZ I DON’T WANNA BREAK THAT SIDE, ,YOU DON’T HAVE TO USE MY NAME IN YOUR CONVERSATION, ,WE DON’T HAVE TO AGREE AND YOU DON’T HAVE TO LIKE ME—AGAIN, ,AND ITS ALL RIGHT WITH ME, , BUT AS LONG AS IM AROUND, ,YOU BETTER RESPECT ME. . "
